Just tried to do a full sexual fantasi like 15 min - no porn! This really got me going and i had a strong erection from it. Apparently fantasising works pretty fine to give me an erection. Good to know - at least that part is on! Slowly learning more and more and figuring out what is working and what is not while removing barriers one by one.
So to date
- Ex Girlfriend pussy and BL: varying erections but mostly semi erect; no cumming
- Hand masturbation w. porn - squeeze orgasm and pressured out but
- just porn - limited erection or none..
- Fantasy - full erection without touch but minds struggle a little with it..
Next test - a 30 min fantasy. And then Fantasizing w. my new fleshlight. If that works ill start the one month program increasing sensitivity and stamina only masturbating once or twice a week until i feel ready for sex. then its partner-up time ;-) Key is to get some good orgasms and sensitivity. I hope i can do it with porn, fantasies and just by fysical sensations. We will see...
But im very glad that the fantasies where possible. Was a bit concerned here for some reason du to the no response to porn and somewhat resistance to fantasizing. so great! :-) And i already see a lot of potential for better orgasms and developed sense of my sexuality from the few steps im taking. Good as this is my key initial target - better orgasms and increase sensitivity.
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Success. full fantasy - full erection
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