October 2014

Hey ok I'm back and its the 6th.

The last month has been really good. I've spent most of my time (not looking for a job) trying to see new women. It's all in my head so I've had to work with myself a lot and beat the fear and anxiety. I can say I've grown a lot in the last month. I've only seen 3 girls and had sex with one but any progress is good and so I'm proud of myself.

I think my girlfriends finally ok with me seeing other people. She realizes that its not going to come between us and that I'm a good boyfriend. I think the found my phone so I'm curious if shes going to bring it up.

During the last month I've learned how to use my mouth! I've gotten decent at it and my girlfriend cums every time and she cums hard now! I ask her to rate her orgasms on a scale of 1 to 10 and with my fingers last month she was doing like 5 or maybe 6 if I told her a story. Now shes doing like 8 every time I use my mouth. I'm so proud of her! Another new high.

I wrote in a blog long ago that I wanted to get better at sex using my fingers, tongue and penis. I'm doing well but I need to get better at using my penis. THATS MY NEW GOAL.

My injury still hurts and I haven't done shit about it.

I've been insanely horny lately and I've gotta say I think its the no porn thing. I've recovered so much and I've come so far since I quit. I finally went back and counted how long ago I quit. I QUIT October 16th 2013. That's over a year ago. I stopped masturbating February. WOW! Haha! :)

I wish I'd celebrated a year of no porn but I didn't even realize it'd been that long.

I haven't been able to PE in like a year but I'm still going strong and improving my self in other areas.

Until next time, Daniel.