Building a better me (continued)

September 23, 2014

Ok, well. I have got to be the worst at keeping log of improving my....log. :bad::rolleyes:

But what the hell. Onward.

I have not completely given up PE. Just been seriously sporadic about it. Mainly due to feeling lazy from sporadic hours, lack of hours, financial difficulties, stress, lack of good sound sleep...etc. What's that country song? Oh yeah, "Sounds like LIIIFEE to me...."

Old job is gone. Started new job just yesterday. Two month hire process. Not even a government job. Sheesh! But totally worth the struggle. Better hours, less stress. Little less of hourly wage. The guarantee of 40+ hours each week more than offset the difference. And WAY better benefits! And managed to work the transfer without skipping a paid week! SWEET!

Renewed my commitment to my home business. Picked up a few more customers and sparking interest in general. Family and friends are starting to pay attention. Cool! Cool!

So to keep things rolling along, I have committed myself back to my PE goals as well. What better way to start your day than with a really good (AND FUN!) workout. Definitely gets the blood flowing!

Routine in motion. I'm on my sixth day in a row for PE. Came up with an awesome lube. Johnson's Baby oil with vitamin E (the only baby oil to use) and one of a half dozen lotions I have tried: Alba Botanica Unscented Very Emollient Body Lotion. I use, what used to be a banana boat sunscreen pump spray bottle, now filled with baby oil. Pump out a couple spritz of baby oil to coat my penis, feels nice and warm too. :becky: Get two pumps of lotion. Ready to go! Good for my entire morning routine.

I keep it very simple as I keep hearing less is more. Jelq and Bathmate.

Jelq with firm 5 second stroke, hand over hand, for a 20 count as follows: Straight out, straight down, across my leg to the right, straight up, across my leg to the left, and straight out again. I maintain the pull of the outward hand until the inward hand completes its stroke. I get a good constant stretch while jelqing, that way. Kill two birds with one stone as the saying goes.

Hop in the shower, set my bathmate in place, pump up, and then (re)pump between each shower task; shampoo hair, scrub down, shave, and brush teeth. Done.

Keeping it simple like this, I also don't feel the need for a rest day currently. We'll see how it goes. But, it looks and feels completely back to "normal" by the following morning.

Feels good and working good so far. Seeing my self staying fuller longer through the day all ready. The pump is really my favorite part. I love the way the it feels with the blood pushing and stretching the tissues to their max. I think I'm a-dick-ted to it. Ba-dump-bump.

The journey continues. For real this time. Need to get back to a disciplined routine. I think I am finally rested up from 25 years of military "routine" chaos after 7 years of retirement.

I'll be checking in every couple days.

Edit: Epiphany time. I was just on Mr Average checking out a visual perspective of my current size to stroke my ego. HAHA to stroke..my ..ego... I digress. Then I started re-reading the study that he based his site on and looked at the comparison chart. My goal size of 7.5 by 5.5 would put me in the 1% category in comparison to other men out there. It suddenly hit me. THAT is what this whole journey is really about!

I want to be part of the top 1% of society. And it's not even about the money. It's about being tired of being mr middle of the road, average middle class, going nowhere, working my ass off until the day I die. I deserve better. My family deserves better. MY WHOLE FAMILY deserves better. And my friends deserve better. Which I consider many of you my friends. Never thought I would be discussing how to make my penis bigger with friends, but every relationship is there for a reason in our lives.

What do I want out of life?

I want to able to eat at 1% restaurants. That means I am able to keep a full refrigerator and nobody that enters my home ever goes away hungry.

I want to be able to afford that 1% vehicle. I will never have to be worried about being broken down, unpaid, insurance, what happens if it gets wrecked, etc.

I want that 1% health coverage to ensure no one I care about is stuck being a guinea pig pin cushion for some lame HMO they can barely afford.

I want that 1% education to have the knowledge and wisdom to make a difference in other's lives.

I want to be the "1%" of the spiritually and mentally enlightened.

So. What the hell! Why not! If I can't do anything (realistically) about the rest of my body, I want a 1% penis, damn it!

Who is with me?! :biggrin1: