Hey, hey! I'm back. I didn't quite make it by the first of the month again. Its the second, but its past midnight so I guess it's really the third. Damn it.
Injury. I am going to the doctor on the 6th. Thats next Tuesday. See if we can fix this problem. I'd love to be able to PE again. I haven't PEed in forever, I miss it (I think I say that in every post). I'm even wondering if I can do a light routine, but that's probably a bad idea. I'm just grateful that even though masturbation is painful, sex isn't.
No masturbation. Today is day 69 of my no masturbation mission and I've broken 3 times. I'm not really sure how to feel about it. I almost feel bad because I agreed with myself not to, but at the same time, I guess it doesn't really hurt the progress in the big picture. And the only reason I agreed to not masturbate for 90 days is to recover. And I'm recovering! I'm happy that I didn't decide to go back to masturbating after 2 months (I debated over it). I've seen progress in the third month that has really been good. I'll continue to tack on months as long as I see progress. It's just worth it.
FUCK instant gratification!!! Haha. :)
I really want to get good at sex. I actually consider sex as part of PE. It's been something that I've been paying attention to in the past month (when I just started having regular sex) but just in the past week I've decided to really get good at it. IT'S A PROJECT NOW!!!!! I want to read as much as I can on it and get as good as I possibly can. In a few years I think I'll be doing pretty well. :)
Oh, and hey! This is officially 1 year of PE. Not one year of routines, not one whole year of penis enlargement (because of my injury) but one year of improvement in the areas I consider to be PE. Congrats to me!
Signing off... CHOW!
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April 2014
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