Review: First fleshlight masturbation

Msturbation Length 1,5 hour
Stiffness: 3 of 10 (continued stifness)

So i finally received it. And damn im happy about it. This baby will change things. Ordered a jenna haze vortex strcuture as recommended by http://curedeathgrip.com/ there are others for stamina training that are better but this one was recommended for sensitivity training.The whole idea behind getting a fleshlight for me is that 1) my masturbation is quite bad and orgasms very small and squeezedand 2) I cannot stay erect in a pussy with a girl due to a variety of things. So it was a smart tool to improve:

1. Sensitivity in my cock which I think is a problem since I have mostly been used to life long handjobs.
2. Sex capabilities - All my experiences with fucking girls have been somewhat boring and senseless making me loose my erection.
3. For me to let go and get into the sex while seeing how I react etc
4. Further it can be used for stamina training
5. Orgasms are described as mind blowing so its gonna add more fun to the whole process.

Needless to day I was very excited about receiving the fleshlight and initially just getting it made me excited and turned on. So it worked I guess. I got this mount it on the wall thing so I can go hand free.

In short I used it together with an array of porn films today the first time after non masturbating for 8 days. It felt great, closer to a pussy and sensations where a lot more varied than from my hand jobs. The porn switch was stupid but I wanted the right one so thought I would browse through them to excite me. Dumm. Choose one and go.

Observations

• It felt much more like a pussy. The skin felt nice and the sensations when pushing towards it where nice.
• Wall mount made it more realistic but hand driven gave different sensations
• As I could work it more an use it as a unit it seems a lot easier to moderate and learn abhout my dick, mind and arousal.

Goods

• Felt good to stick my cock towards the material

• Felt good to stick it all the way in
• I came all the way down in the bottom of my balls and pc muscle area. Shout out a huge load that ran of the thing
• I liked the look of my fat cock in it half way in eg. Like fucking another ex lover
• my semen dripping out of it afterwards - the feeling of my semen in a puss kind of feeling
• stimulation is very varied, short thrusts, long thrusts, no sucktion, full ind to it etc.
• I had a couple of stiff cock fucking it moments where it was on. That was really nice!

Various

• Mind: I lost focus along the way and my erection varied accordingly. But fine I need to get used to it. Key is to Keep focussed and aroused – mind wanders? Or switches. Maybe a defense mechansim?
• Dick pleasure sensatiosn where not consistent - the more stiff i was the better the sensations
• Sexual arousal sensations . came - the more i focussed on the girl in the movies the better or just on the feeling.But as soon as i didnt some times i lost it others not.

• Orgasm was deeper than ever but i felt Pain in it – darn it hurt? Why .. possible that I have not been properly stimulated and thus it was painfull? Read about it.
• Standing up didnt do it for me - i think i needed more speed to end it of.

Key sticking points

• My mind seem to switch of vs. stick on fucking and getting into it. I kind of block it.
• Maintaining stifness
• Gettign aroused while standing up (slower strokes?)
• Not sure but some of the turn on I feel kindof feel like electric shocks in legs and pc areas but they don’t rise my cock at all? Whats that about?

Other things

• I feel very different afterwards, much better
• My sexual lust has really been boosted
• 2 hot girls at my gym send me smiles and eyes; a red head and a blonde. I really felt their feminine energies on a different level. It was very nice
• Belief that I can nail this
  
  • Get better orgasms and better sex for myself
  • Train sensitivity and mental focus – To be give myself into it – to just enjoy
  • Hopefully improve my erections and how I sesne arousal in myself – pt has mostly been hard hand driven squeezes that seemed more frustration driven and not really masturabtion and sex driven of my natural sex drive. That’s where I wanna get.

Next

• Work to keep one focussed masturbation where I give miself into it and keep my dick stiff through out it.
• Try 1) one fantasy – who would I most like to fuck? 2) one movie ready and stick to either - no switching! Focus on the Try only standing and one only lying
• Feel whats going on in me and my arousalsReview first fleshlight masturbation
• Really differetntiate between dick pleasure feels, sexual arousal triggers and Stiffness.

Damn im happy i got this one!