3rd times a charm

This is my 3rd time starting PE again. I think what will be different this time is that my heart is truly in it and I am actually enjoying the process and understanding the theories behind it. I am here every day reading and learning and trying to become part of the community. I wasn't doing that before. I also have some additional motivation that kind of indirectly helps me stick to the PE. I have been on a medication for 4 years now and the time is approaching for me to get off of it (target date is 8 months). Its not a choice really. Its mandatory. The financial opportunity is approaching too and I cant afford to miss the boat on this one. To make this transition as easy and painless as possible I need to be in excellent physical condition. When I am working out, exercising and eating right the PE just kinda goes along with that. In the past when I stopped doing all the healthy stuff PE fell along with it. So, I am about a month back in to all the healthy stuff and become more motivated every day mainly because I am starting to feel really good and I am seeing results from working out on the Bowflex and ridding my Catrike. I have some pretty bad EQ issues and I want to fix that naturally and a larger healthier penis will also help me feel better, that and my lovely wife of 20 years deserves everything I can give her. We always have good to great sex but I want to rock her world the way I did long ago. here we go