Thursday, October 5, 2017
Sleep Duration: 5h 55m
Morning Wood Report: 0
Hi Stalkers :spy:
15 years of married bliss today!
I am sort of numb to tell you the truth. Today my inner emo kid came out with all the issues that I faced.
My wife stated that I "should" have finished my college degree in not a nice way.
By God's grace, I didn't blow up at her. I just received this as feedback to improve.
At work, I was really restless and bratty. I'm torn since listening to the audio book "Mindset" by Carol Dweck. The author stated that one can have a mindset of either growth or fixed. Fixed wants to blame everyone or everything for their problems. Growth learns from mistakes and grows from them.
Since listening, I do not want to put blame on others or situations for how my life has turned out. I made bad choices in my marriage and I want...no...I will do better.
Even though I was in a mini-pity party, I did my best to look at the bright side...as long as I had breath, with God's help, I can do better in life for my family and myself.
Regardless...I will grow through this.
Thank you for stopping by. I appreciate you. :dance:
P.S. I was giving bummed that no one greeted us on Facebook Happy Anniversary or even on the Christian forums I frequent. Oh well...I'll grow through this. At least Mom sent us a card and a gift card plus I got a gift card from work for Customer Service Week.
Regardless....
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15 years!
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