8/24/2015 - 1st Entry

Probably won't keep daily entries, but want to at least account for each day:

8/22/2015:

Wrote my intro post today, feels good to be honest about my past porn use. Had previously jerked to porn but didn't go back after posting. Instead did PESG's beginner workout https://www.pegym.com/forums/success...nner-read.html). Didn't kegel as much as he said to, and also didn't edge afterwards, that has turned into porn-watching in the past. Got a positive PI though, penis stayed slightly swollen for a while after the workout.

8/23/2015:

Day 2 of following PESG's program, did edge for about 10 minutes afterwards without viewing any porn. Got me all riled up though, ended up playing with myself multiple times throughout the day (no orgasm). While I don't think it counts as "porn" I did look at some swimsuit photos of my coworker on Facebook. I don't think it's porn because it wasn't explicitly sexual, or professionally done to be implicitly sexual, but I still want to avoid repeating this in the future because I think I went for them craving the kind of stimulation I would get from real porn. Best to not explore that pathway. Did get some great positive PIs today too, same kind of swollen as the day before, with increased sensitivity for the rest of the day. Erections stayed rock hard with minimal stimulation for at least 5 minutes each time.

8/24/2015:

Rest day today. Played with myself again, but not as often as yesterday. Still no porn, but did find myself reading in a forum site about public nudity. The thread was mostly about how unsexual public nudity is, but I still found myself aroused and stroking. I've blocked the site now so this shouldn't be an issue in the future.

On the plus side, definitely been noticing women more, just like last time I laid off of orgasming. Felt significantly less anesthetized today, even trees and buildings were more fun to look at. Hoping this trend continues!