Well I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I sure did. I met my soulmate! She is exactly what I wanted. A beautiful thick/curvy chick. She likes thin guys so physically we are good for each other. We met just after Christmas for the first time. Our jaws dropped when we saw each other. It really was love at first sight. My heart skipped a beat. We immediately hugged. 5 mins we were making out. One thing led to another......
It never was a one night stand. We both figured from the start we'd get along great but neither expected love at first sight. Its a month already and I could gabble on about how everything seems better; the sun brighter hotter, how every song seems to be written just for us,how time stops when we are with one another, rah rah. It feels like it true though.
Every single level we connect on and neither of us have ever had this before. We talk about anything and everything. We never argue, communication between us is effortless. We are so hot for each other. We show affection (behind closed doors) Lots of kissing hugging etc, which is what I wanted. God she really is sensual alright. I love it!
Sexually is normally where I have huge hang ups. Not with her.The curvy chick blog? Everything I wrote in there I have with her She satisfies me in every way possible. I am now easily aroused all I have to do is really look at her and instant boner. She gets wet just by looking at me. 9/10 erection everytime at least. Because of the porn - which since I've met her I don't even need nor think about, although I've told her about my past - I still have delayed ejaculation. I am the perfect fit for her, at my current stats and I'm happy with myself so I don't think I'm doing anymore exercises for size I am the right size for one of her hot spots, she has had bigger and she's told me which doesnt bother me because we both know we are the best sexual partner either of us have ever had. She tops my list and I know when her nails dig into my back that I sure top her list.
The last time we made love I hadn't masturbated in 5 days and I really filled her up. She doesnt mind about the delayed ejaculation as I give her wave after wave of intense orgams. We had a quickie the other day and within 5 mins she already a few intense orgasms.
I just know with her for some reason. I just seem to know what turns her on. I had an injury in the past from a previous gf being a little hard with my cock so I was always scared when a girl wanted to get on top. Not with her. Its now one of my fave positions. Sometimes I beg her to get on lol as if she needs encouragement.
I am in love. I was happy before and definitely still am now. Anyone can have this. Focus on it. Be sure you are ready for it. Know what you want. Act on your feelings. If its truly meant to be you will know. Oh yes, we both know.
I really am in love with her. As she is with me. I thought I'd never find this. I have and I am grateful. Anyone can have this. You just have to really be sure you want it though. Take time, think about what you can offer them, how would you like your ideal person to be? Write a list. I did. Her name was there. And the date we met. And every quality she has I had written on my list. She didn't have a list. But she knew when she saw me I was the one she had been dreaming of.
She had seen me before from a distance and wondered. I was always doing something - driving or something so I never could notice her sadly. Now I notice her alright. I miss her. Wish I coiuld be with her now. Next weekend I shall be. To my soulmate!
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And there she was. One look and we were never the same
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