It took me 9 days to find the time to write this...
I've been insanely busy lately trying to figure out how to live on my own, do laundry, work 50-60 hours a week and still do everything else. I feel like I owe to much time to too many things and too many people.
Porn Issues: Because I've been so short on time I've masturbated maybe once a week for the past month. I still feel like I'm recovering from the porn addiction but things are settling down nicely. I'm really happy about my progress thus far.
Sex: Being short on time is really hard. I deprive my girlfriend and myself of sex. It's pretty hard on you when your use to it very regularly. It's one of the ways we spend time together and really relate, I miss it. I feel best when I'm naked and our body's are pressed together. It'll get even harder when she starts school in the fall, but we'll work something out. I haven't progressed as much as I'd like to, for now its been more maintenance sex.
Injury: Still don't know what to do about my injury. The pain is less and it doesn't really hurt to masturbate anymore! Still, I don't want to do anything that could make it worse again, and that includes PE. Still, sex isn't painful any more, and neither is masturbation! :)
The rash went away but you can still see where it was. I assume that those spots will fade in the next few months. Nothing bad.
As a final parting note, I've been thinking about penis size latelty and I really don't think I need any more length. I want it, but just don't need it. At 7.5 BP with a great erection I think a bit more girth could be good, and if my injury continues to slowly heal, maybe I could start a light girth routine. Who knows! Mainly I need to just work on EQ.
Until next time
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July 2014
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