HEY HEY HEY! Guess who..?
Ok, so things have been going pretty well lately.
PORN. The no masturbation thing didn't work. I did my 90 days, then I reset my 30 day counter last month to add on an extra 30 days to my 90 days.... but I cheated twice in the first week so I figured I'd turn off the counter until I was serious about it. I never turned my counter on again and I've been masturbating about once or twice a week which feels pretty normal for me now. I doubt I'll go back to no masturbation any time soon, but I feel like I'm either normal, or almost completely back to normal.
As a side note: I'm not sure weather it's because I've been having allot of sex lately or what, but my sex drive has been really high.
SEX. In last months blog I wrote that I wanted to improve at sex. This has been something I've been working on for a few months now and I've seen slow but steady progress. Besides having lots of sex with my girlfriend, I also had sex with a new girl and spent some time with another new girl. I ate the new girl out and she came very quickly. She tasted amazing! I hope I get to meet her again, even if we don't have sex I'd learn A LOT! I officially love eating girls out and my girlfriend says that I'm getting really good at it. It was really scary to meet these new girls and I'm so fucking proud of myself. Any progress is good! It'l take time before I meet another new one, but I'm going to keep at it. My girlfriend came twice from sex the other night for the first or second time. And I hope I'll be back bragging next month!
I'm very dedicated to getting good at sex but sometimes I feel like I'm killing myself. I put 150% into every girl I have sex with and when that new girl came over last week I ended up rug burning my knee pretty bad. I guess I learned my lesson about having sex on the floor, but still that sucks. I also woke up with a rash on both of my legs. I think it's heat rash and it's going away I've put cold on it and its really helping. Both things I've had to explain to my girlfriend and live with. Then earlier today I got a missed call and a text from her saying, "I know how you got your rash". Understandably I was a bit nervous when I called her back. Haha, it was fine but I'm not use to stuff like that. More drama, more problems, more fun.
I'd like to get better at penis in vagina sex, using my fingers and my mouth.
Also, I'd like to learn how to cum quicker and last longer. I can pretty much cum whenever I want, I'd just like to expand my range.
In the next month I plan to read and practice as much as I can. And as soon as the rash gets better, the more sex the better.
INJURY. I'm still not 100% sure what to do about my injury. It does stop me from PEing but the pain has gone down. I'm still not sure weather I've gotten use to it, it's gotten use to me, or that I haven't noticed because I've had so much else going on.
Well, Chow for now. By the next blog I type I'll have moved out, be working full time, driving my own car and living my own life...
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June 2014
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