Nothing much to tell on first day.Maybe a bit of background as to why i am quitting. I have been using porn now since i was a teenager and using it more and more as i got older. Over the last lot of years i have noticed that women are not turning me on as they used to becuase i have been desensitized and have problems with ED. Always found that when with a girl i am fantasizing about porn in some case to keep me going. I have tried to quit a few times but failed and this is the first time ive decided to write a blog and hopefully it will inspire me and keep me on the right track. PORN is terrible, really, for a quick rush of happiness, you lose your self esteem and fel totally useless at times and your manliness goes out the window. Today has been a good day, i got up early done some affirmations for self esteem, went to the gym and done some reading and work on the computer. I feel great today but i know there will be times ahead that wont be but i'll take it on the chin and get through it. Thats me for now.
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Day 1
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